I cant stand being a part from you
I need you, to see you, to hold you, to love you
i’ve got to show you, express how I feel
I can’t sleep, I’m scared, I’m restless, I’m torn
I’ts indescribable
too cruel to impose on my worst enemy
I’ts killing me from the inside out
I’d need to live ten separate lives
but I can’t and its killing me
It’s ripping away......
I need you, to see you, to hold you, to love you
to hold you
there are too many friends in different places
too many memories I can’t forget
I want to but can’t and it’s shredding me
twirling, spinning out of control
in a whirlpool of emotion
don’t let yourself love too many in the end it’ll be your death
I’m hopeless, and helpless, and powerless, it’s weakness
and it’s killing me
I can’t stand it
it’s killing me, shredding me, tearing me
tearing me apart at the seams, I’m going to scream
Damn it all, get me out
Of this whirlpool of death thats sucking my soul
God please help me before i’m no more
cause it’s killing me

-Eric S