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a fool livin life is just so grand i just cant seem to understand why i'm not the man i want to be i do everything that i despise at least once a month it seems and i know its gonna lead to my demise but honestly its no suprise i'm just a jacked up fool wannabe falling so short but demanding better not that i can ever perform not me just a fool wannabe seems like i would get the point been this way for ages and things haven't changed so much for saving the world lets try and make it out of bed feels like i've been dropped on my head memory's sketchy and my passion's adrift try and catch this emotion in a guitar rift consistency hasnt been there consistantly mind wanders, wasting, time after time sucker for affection, just one affliction like some have written, a walking contradiction i'll cling to the hope but leave it out acknowledge the truth with little more than my mouth seeing things just going south guarding so much that nothings getting through starving myself to trim the slack indulging myself to fall right back in love with distress i'm just like the rest though i'd rather be almost anything than that color of choice turned to black |